Monday, February 18, 2008

A letter to the nation's leaders, present and future

"Here is my advice as we begin the century that will lead to 2081. First, guard the freedom of ideas at all costs. Be alert that dictators have always played on the natural human tendency to blame others and to oversimplify. And don't regard yourself as a guardian of freedom unless you respect and preserve the rights of people you disagree with to free, public, unhampered expression."

----Gerard K. O'Neil, 2081

Dear sirs and madams:

In the last seven years have seen atrocities done in the name of freedom. Wars have been waged, political icons assassinated, civil liberties denied, amnesty hold ups, imprisonment of the innocent, attacks on free speech, attacks on religion, attack on our moral fiber. I don't think my generation will ever see something as horrific as the gross attacks we experienced on 11 September 2001. I fear that my generation will look back to this time and say, "We failed. We failed ourselves; we failed our children; we failed on the dream."

Each day, a young man or woman, most just out of high school, enlist in the arm forces with false information. The war we're fighting isn't for our freedom. It isn't even for the national security. Each and every day, I hear that I should support our troops because they allow me to have a voice in this country. I no longer will stand for such chicanery. We have accept the truth. And we want a change in our nation.

On 4 November 2008, we will march and we will vote for the one who is most likely to lead us out of the mess that this last administration has gotten us into. We will see to it that no Republican, or Democrat, or any political figure, will ever deceive a nation during its weakest moment.

Today is Presidents' Day. Schools across the nation are learning the history of the two most important figures our history has to offer. George Washington and Abraham Lincoln are remembered for their part in shaping the country; they both led wars against and enemy who wanted to steal our natural, and to some god-given, rights.

We have lost our way. We have lost the reason why this country was founded. We have witness that the First Amendment means nothing to those in power. Freedom of speech, freedom of religion, freedom to speak up in a public crowd and disagree with the President of the United States of America.

We've witness mothers being ignored for the death of their sons; children sacrificed for oil; politicians use the media like Fox News, CNN, a ton of other outlets as marionette puppets, hurrahing a pointless war effort; a PATRIOT Act was established and signed on 26 October 2001 in order to protect our national security. No congressman bothered to read the ACT before voting it in.

The irony of the PATRIOT ACT is that it managed to eat away at our freedoms. The people in charge--we, as well, for we turned a blind apathetic eye towards the system because of fear and ignorance--have failed to protect us and continue to fail in order to access some personal wealth, personal vengeance.

Ward Churchill wrote:

"On Sept. 12, while seeking to explain the reason underlying the 9-1-1 attack to the American people, he has explained that it's because "they hate our freedom." Thereafter, in apparent acknowledgment of the power "they" possess, he and selected congressional leaders team up to abolish what little remains of freedom in the U.S..." (254)

No one else comes to mind on the subject of freedom like Martin Luther King, Jr. On 28 August 1963 he stood at the Lincoln Memorial and made the now famous, possibly then infamous, "I Have a Dream" speech. Violence was never the answer to the pains of suffering. The word was mightier than the sword, the pen the excaliber of Camelot. He stood there and proclaimed, demanded, shouted, professed for his freedom. They had marched to the capital to "cash a check." The monetary funds was freedom. They would not accept the excuse of "insufficient funds.

"When the architects of our republic wrote the magnificent words of the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, they were signing a promissory note to which every American was to fall heir. This note was a promise that all men would be guaranteed the unalienable rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness." (650)

What freedoms have we seen? What amnesty has been created for my brothers on the other side of the border? A new zeitgeist has been sweeping through the valleys of our nations, creating hatred, where there should be love. And our politicians act on this to gain their momentum.

Freedom is our right by birth. Nothing the unlawful harming of others, of a society, of a human, child, woman, man, brother, sister, mother, father, uncle, aunt, grandparents, etc. shall ever take away such freedom.

As Thomas Paine said, "ignorance, neglect, or contempt of human rights" begets "public misfortunes and corruptions of Government." (119). We, as a nation, vow to no longer to ignore the government, its policies and its wars. We, as a nation, vow to no longer neglect the rights of others and of ourselves.

We have "sacred rights" that we must adhere to. And not just as a country, but as a universal whole.

"He that would make his own liberty secure must guard even his enemy from oppression." --Thomas Paine

We must call a "farewell to arms." We must lay down the sword. If you want to be considered Christians, then you must follow Christ's Sermon on the Mount:

"You have heard that it was said, "An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth." But I tell you not to resist him who is evil; rather whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn to him the other also....You have heard that it was said, "You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy." But I say to you, Love your enemies, and pray for those who persecute you."

"War, always an evil, is sometimes the lesser of two evils." We shall remember this. War is only necessary when it threatens our way of life. Vow to never again lead us to war where no threat, no enemy of our freedom lives. We shall keep close vigilance on the capital for this.

"Politicians react to terrorism by limiting liberties, the West's most cherished possession, in hopes of facilitating the capture of the minuscule percentage of people who are zealots intent on perpetrating atrocities." No politician shall be granted permission to eliminated, liquidate, annihilated the freedoms of his nation, or any nation.

As Thomas Paine states:

"The Law ought to prohibit only actions hurtful to society. What is not prohibited by the law should not be hindered; nor should any one be compelled to that which the law does not require.

""No man ought to be molested on account of his opinions, not even on account of his religious opinions, provided his avowal of them does not disturb the public order established by the law." (120-121)

We must protect our brothers. We must give a passageway for those hardworking who want to be here. In order to do so, immigration laws must be reformed. Militia groups like the Minute Men, who impose racism and violence, fear tactics to the brown colored women, men and children, guarding the border with fire arms shall no longer be needed. Racists and white supremacists have no part in our new free world.

I ask of you to bring down the ways that the government has been playing its cards. We must no longer allow mass genocide of children in foreign nations to go on, while we point fingers at abortionists. We shall no longer kill innocent civilians. We shall no longer bomb a country in the midst of night to flex our muscle.

A war must only be implemented on those responsible for attacks on US soil. No one else, unless back with proper and real evidence, shall shoulder the blame.

We ask you to remove the troops from Iraq so that no mother shall ever have to go through another child's death.

We call for change. We call for peace. We call for truth.

Which of you is willing to answer?

Saturday, February 16, 2008

I will write poetry on things I see



That's the reason for this blog now. It will deal with poems. HA!


Oh that? I dunno what that is. I know it's a girl. She's apparently 21 years of age but looks 12.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

I was watching Youtube and I found this



Want to know the sad part? I went to high school with the guy. We graduated the same year. Only I didn't go to graduation. Instead, I stayed home and wrote. I didn't want to walk with my class. I hated them. I despised them for all the shit they put me through those four years of my life. Why would I want to share that moment of my life with those I couldn't stand?

Wanna watch another video?



There's a moment in my life when I begin to self doubt myself. My whole high school career, I led myself to believe that I was better than people like this--I need to add here that I also grew up with this guy. We went to the same schools most of our lives. We probably went to the same church and the same CCD classes, if I remember correctly. When I see videos like this, I don't feel so bad about my position of life. In fact, it makes me happy to see that others have still refused to grow up.

Slap hand to face! I just looked at the sole person to is his friend (by the way, the account doesn't belong to the guy I went to high school went). I'm not a big YouTuber, so I don't know what's cool. The only videos I have posted are of friends reciting their poetry or playing music. So I'm hoping someone can explain why this is suppose to be so awesome:

Warning: DO NOT WATCH THESE VIDEOS AT WORK!!!! NO NUDITY, BUT WHY TAKE THE CHANCE?! (actually, don't even watch them. There's no point in doing so. Just look at the thumbnails.)






What don't I understand? Okay, let's try this. Why is it that girls feel the need to half expose themselves on the internet? Is there something that drives them to say, you know what I'm going to do? I'm going to get down to my bra and thong and dance for several people so they can watch me countries away.

Notice how a very small amount of people actually show their faces. That makes as much sense as a prostitute wearing a paper bag to conceal her identity. She's still a prostitute, nothing changes that. This is one for the blogs, I suppose. It made it to mine.

But I still wonder why these girls do this. Why not channel that energy into something creative? Are they afraid that they may not get the boys? Sluts are overrated. I hate using the term, but I have nothing else to work with. Sluts are all great and fine, but they get used and tired. After a while, they're left in the sidelines clinging on to what little they have left, trying to swing those hips in such a putrid way. Just thinking about it almost makes me want to vomit. Can you imagine that girl dancing at the age of 45? Is that such a beauty?

This brings to mind how Pam Anderson did that whole strip tease on a bike--was it a Harley? She said no media was allowed so anyone who wanted to see the show would have to buy a ticket. Seriously? Pam Anderson is decayed with a fake tan and fake breasts. Do we still want to see that naked? I never really cared for her when I was younger--most guys my aged wet their pants at the site of her naked body. But I saw through the facaded and soon to be all-too fake looking orbs she loosely called breasts.

What set me apart from the other guys my age was that I loved the natural beauty. I had a great hatred toward make and plastic surgery. I still do. I like the girl with the small breasts, rather than the overtly large fake ones. I liked the pale girl, rather than the sort who stayed in the sun for too long, or fell asleep on the tanning bed. But that's just me. While my friends were trying to beat off with the current issues of Playboy, I was adoring the women of the seventies, issues my friend took from his father's stash.

I liked the long hair covering the nude model. Blonde, red or brunette hair perfectly falling over the supple breasts of the model. Women should be treated with respect. Their natural beauty should be complimented. They shouldn't feel the need of having to half or fully expose themselves in order to get attention--though I'm not saying they shouldn't be allowed to choose; a woman's sexuality is her own business, one men have no right in interfering with.

To the girl in the video, I ask you to mindfully remove them. Write a poem instead. Write a book. Read a book. Do something creative, but don't whore out your body for the masses.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

"Faith" means the will to avoid knowing what is true

I like to share with you a secret:



I have pills. I have a lot of pills. I'm twenty-four years old, and I have pills in front of me. I have pills in my backpack. I have pills in my room. All of them take some sort of pain away. The relinquish me from the pain I have in the pit of my stomach and I wish I didn't feel the way I do right now because not only will I be letting myself down, but I'd be letting a whole bunch of people down. And I wish I didn't feel the way I do because I really like the way my life used to be, but I'm really not sure where to go from here. A lot of people have told me that I shouldn't worry too much about it because it's a horrible sense of feeling that I have deep down inside me that I will eventually grow out of, but the truth is, I don't think I have the courage to live one anymore.
It's as if all the hope and awe in life has been drained away the moment those words were uttered, the words that make up my name. I graduated, big fucking whoop.
I don't want to be the emo kid at twenty-four, that's not right. I'm not like that at all. I don't walk around being sad on purpose, I have no reasons, but I don't do it because it's the fad. It's pointless. I wish I could make the world see what I have inside me because I want a cure. I want the cure that will release me from whatever chambers that have surrounded me. I wish I had a person I could talk to. Really talk to. I have Jyg but if I bring this out to her, I'll most likely bring her down and I don't want that. I have Monica, but she has a whole set of problems herself. There's my other friends, but they have lives of their own. And here is me, at a stand still, no school, no free counseling. I feel a terrible void around me and I can feel the heat closing in.
I just want to return to the old status of me. The me before all the mess.
I wasn't ready.


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Sunday, December 2, 2007

A Teacher to a younger generation.



Sick, right? It makes me wonder how this guy can honestly look at himself in the mirror in the morning or believe the bullshit that is spewing from his mouth. Do men our age (he's twenty four, I'm twenty four) look longingly at young, underage and fantasize about having sex with her? NO, I don't believe many of us do. Unless I'm the only one.

He's right about one thing, though. The whole mall situation. When I see a girl who is obviously underage wearing something that is way too revealing, I do stare, but not in some sick perverted way, but in the way her parents should stare. The complete and utter lack of parenting in this country is shocking. What happened with the whole You're-not-going-out-looking-like-a-slut aspect of parenting?

(See here is where I would've put the Ronald McDonald spoof on Family Guy, but YouTube doesn't allow copyrighted material, but is only open for hebophiles (this guy said it, he's not a pedophile and he's right as pedophile only describes a person who is sexually attracted to children; hebophilia is sexual attraction to adolescents).

But it doesn't seem as if he was lying, now that I've done some research. BisonBreed of Youtube.com also seems to be in love with those underage. I must warn you, the following material is not easy on the eyes and is not endorsed by this blogger:



Shocking, isn't it? Bison there is 49.

So what is it that attracts people to the underage? When I think about it, it's probably not much more of a choice than being gay because why would anyone want to choose something that is going to persecute them? It just doesn't make sense. But if it's not a choice, then can we really hold them accountable? So why even bother trying to get them help?

It's a discussion that probably never end.

But who's to blame for those young girls--such as the ones in the jailbait video--who get kidnapped?

The parents for not being parents? The dumbass kid for posting half naked pictures of herself? Or the sick deviate?